Mi casa!

Haha fucking wow

Marriage, kids, another date. What a sluttttt!!! Hahahaha what a fucking living hell you are going to have now!!!!! Hahahahaahah!!! God I’m lovin life right now and fucking thanks for making it even better now for doing this! Ima love this shit!!! Denim or whatever!! Haha well your obviously a lyer when you said nothing of his ugly ass!!! Hahaha what a step down from me you’ve made! Mostly everyone is a step or 10 down from me! Haha wowwww!!! Thanks again babe! Could have been easy and better for you if you made a deal hahah!! Deserving it all :)))

Hates being single…

Hates not having you in my life!

Don’t ever think things can’t get worse..

Haha… Make a deal and it allllll stops! Everything! I mean everything! Even those little texts I send you.. All be gone with a simple deal.

Goodbye.

A NIGHT TO ALWAYS REMEMBER…

Well so basically this was shit. Hah, I mean common I didn’t want none of this! Not from the start not even at the end. You know what I went crazy and found out the true me and have been trying to work on it, even with my withdrawls towards you. I don’t know either you were just was drunk as shit off 1 loko, or you really just went crazy on a different level. You fucking punched me in my fucking face at least 10 times, and kicked me a good 3 times. Like you said to me about the look of a murderer. Well I saw it on you too! You want to know why I don’t even care about you punching me repeatedly and how crazy you went. Because I know exactly how you felt when I was this way to you. I don’t hate you. I already forgive you. I mean hey you want to come at me like that again with that much rage, shit go for it! I’ve always told you from the start I will always love you no matter what. Always drop no matter what I’m doing at the time for you whether it’s you in trouble or you just want a hug or a punch lol. I’ll always do anything and everything for you. I will let you punch me, kick me, slap me, but I will never hurt you only just grab your hands to stop you or pick you up. That’s all the fight I’ll give you. I will end on that note and just say.

I LOVE YOU BABE! ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!! NO MATTER WHAT <3 XXXXXOXOXOXXXXX

YEA, THAT’S RIGHT!!!!

Fuck turning ppl down!!! FUCKING GET OUT THERE!!! YEA BOY!!! It’s guna be a lonnnggggg week for me NOW! Ahwwww thank you!!! ;) :P :D hahahah…

From a person I once knew well.. Even after the split

“Robert I can’t sleep. I need you I fucking need you to understand me. I understand u completely like I get it. Not bc u were yelling but bc u said it all and that’s what I fucking needed. If you’re back at ammons I know he is jus gna tell you to not talk to me me but I need u. We can’t be like this. And I can’t. U put it in such a diff perspective tonight and maybe uve been tryna say it all along just like u did tonight but that’s how I got the point.”

“No robert its not bullshit. I’d do anything just to fucking be with u right now any fucking thing like you would. I fucking swear on my life this stuff isn’t gna happen again and I can prove it to u and will babe seriously. I’ve missed you so much. I NEED US. And i care more than anything obviously. I’m a god damn mess right now and I’m not staying here tonight in this hotel I can’t do it. I just need u to talk to me. And want me and fucking love me.”

“I know that it’s not even the fact that it’s me dancing with guys its me respection you as my boyfriend(ex we were both single and you say this shit). You know how I always tell u to look deeper into the picture… Yeah this is me doing it right now and I understand everything. I know its not the pettyness and yes I know exterior dancing kills u but its all of the above and I know that now. I’m never going to lie to you(Hahaha well to this day you still are). And ill saythis for the first time that I want to give u everything of me. I SWEAR.(Hahahaha bull in a bottle these texts)

“Babe I’m leaving the hotel. Idk where I’m going but I’m leaving. And for the record I dance way more emotionally into it and physically with u. Than ever with anybody everything you’re saying is hurting me can u be honest right now and tell me if its true or you’re just mad and feel this way now…?(Well for the record like I said, yea it’s all true.”

Oh what words really mean to you! Nothing, just bullshit. Good job proving like so you say.. Hmm pretty sure the last club experience and when you were with me you decided to dance up with hella guys. Oh and give your number out which is seriously like theee lowest you can go when your with someone and you actually texted back. What is wrong with you on that! That’s horrible.

I bet a guy in the future that asks you not to dance with anyone you will actually listen. I was just this dummy to you. Something to learn shit from. Someone to take advantage of when he gave you his life, love, soul, EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED!!!! Walked all over me like I’m some sort of doormat. I gave you EVERYTHING BABE!! EVERYTHING!!! I asked so little of you and you couldn’t respect me ONE fucking bit!!! Like I was some fucking pest or something to you that you liked to just torture. Some fucking nag or something when I just wanted it all to be perfect or great in the end. And never to fucking argue!!!! But in your words of wisdom to start it all, when all I tried to do was never argue or fight with you about anything bcuz it showed I didn’t care to you but in reality I did deep down but nothing was worth fighting over ever. Till you said, “Robert, we need to fight it shows that we care and love each other.” HAHAHA WTF really?!?! I showed you in every way possible that I fucking cared and loved you!!!! FUCKING HELL!!!! I WANTED EVERYTHING FROM YOU! AND ASKED SO LITTLE!!! Why did you do this to MEEE!!!! :_( :_( :_( :((((( and yes I actually am crying writing this bcuz you meant fucking everything to me! And I didn’t mean nothing to 5% to you! :((( :_( WHY!?!?!?! Cuz you wanted to be single and what experiment with others!!! :( god fucking daymit this fucking sucks! Well thanks I guess…